Finally, I able to finished my dirty laundry at the right time. It’s already 4:30 pm here in the afternoon. I haven’t eaten my lunch yet cause I was so busy cleaning, and washing our dirty laundry using my poor hand! Oh my, I have been doing kusot since morning – now my hands are sore. Sore from kusot, poor me! Me, never work as hard as before. But I am happy to be like this, i mean to expercience this kind of life. Life is hard, life is work. Meaning, I am more happy and I am enjoying my life with work. I feel healthier and strong than before. Before that I am only sitting infront of my computer – eating crafts – and not excercising. Now, I am me who always something to do and not getting bored – just getting tired, sore and pain sometimes but it’s worthy. I am learning and I’m enjoying my life. I want to be indepent someday, not always depending to other people. I want to work as much as I can. I want to learn as young as I am. Now tell me yours, do you like work? What is your dream in your life?
I have a friend who tried to work as a bar girl and now she ended with a big tummy. She got pregnant with no father. Her tummy is not yet big – turning 3 months old tommorow. I asked her about getting abortion but she responce me with a loud voice and say “NO, I will keep this baby and will continue my work as I can”. It is sad to hear that my friend ended up with this situation. I am happy and willing to help her if I have, but I am also trying to save some cash for my daughter future. How I wish her man will contact her and asked her hands again in future.
On other hands, I have a friend who got pregnant same age of my friend tummy. But this friend of mine is not happy and didn’t want the baby even her man is so happy and excited to be a father. Now my friend are interested on getting abortion as soon as she can. She told me that she is not yet ready to have a baby, and it is too early for having one.
I just got text from my brother informing me that they are interested on coming by here tonight since my father is not yet there. I wonder where is my father now? My brother asked me many times about my father who hasn’t at home yet. It’s already late here, usually my father goes home around 5:00 pm or 4:00 pm but it’s almost 7:00!! Did my father got lost? I don’t think he will.. My father knows about our place. I told to my mom that he might went to his brother house and sleep there. Who knows? Now, I am just waiting for my brother replied about going here.