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A old friend of mine went here yesterday afternoon for a surprise visit. I was sleeping that time, and had someone who kept on knocking our door. I was fucking annoyed and I open the door with a messy hair and killer eye! I was shocked and embarrassed when I saw them and says, “Oh my gosh! You guys are really surprise me! Why you guys didn’t text me first before going here? Look at me my hair is messy and just woke up!

So there, I asked my brother to buy me some miryenda outside and coke to offer with them. I got no fridge yet so I don’t have food stock for visitor lol.

Anyway you can call her “pops” in short. She is my elementary classmate and haven’t see each other for 7months. The last time I see this woman is when I just got back here in Angeles. I went to her house with my baby girl. She also just got divorced with her husband – we both same, same month and same time! I was also surprise that they are divorcing. She tell me everything what happened to her love life. It was pain in a ass to spend time to a man, like her husband! He cheated her even they have a child.

We have a good conversation and long conversation about our love life. But my ex is not bad like what she have!

Do you have one of those? I mean a friend who you’re consider a real friend? I have got so many friend who I can’t consider a real one. I help them out when they need something from me! But whenever I tried to asked some help from them they always rejecting me!! It’s unfair and I don’t feel happy with it.

Just today I asked favor from one of them but it seem like she doesn’t want to help me, she even ignore me now because she know that I really need her! SUCK!! Another things I need to remember, friend are not always there to help you whenever you need! It just a simple things I am asking, she didn’t trust me!!! I don’t feel happy to help her anymore! I am not either happy to talk to her anymore. She so unfair, I help her with so many things – like to created blog, manage her post and etc.

I tried to help some people but in return they always giving me a bad feelings! In money, things, stuff, etc. Geez!!

Have you gals experience to have a boyfriend and a husband at the same time? I have a friend who has been going out with her boyfriend but this friend of mine had already kids and a husband! This is the woman I am talking about in my previous post. The woman who just left her kids and a husband for a few weeks. Yes!! she’s back with her husband but I can see that she only playing, and not interested with her husband and kids anymore!!

Yesterday after I visit a friend from where I grew up. My twin sister, friend and others are having a good time talking over the phone. I came in and join them and asked who’s in other line. They we’re giggles, smiling and laughing a lot while one of them are talking to a man in other line! I suddenly asked my twin sister who it is or who are they talking to. Then my friend, the woman I am talking about says, it my suitor! He look alike of “Oyo boy Sotto”, the artist! And then I said, “WOW! You have a boyfriend? Are you and your “husband” aren’t back together?” We are, but sshh.. We kept this sicret, okay?

Few minutes later, I saw her husband coming while her talking to a man over the phone. I then suddenly says, “hey your husband!” she hang up the phone and give it to my twin sister. Then she went where her husband is, and talk to him! Blah, blah, blah..

She came back after 5 minutes with her 1years old baby and let her baby to roll and play in a dirty road. I talk to her and asked her, “Do you have a suitor? Are you serious with him? How about your husband? Do you still love him?” I know this is not good question, it is just the way I am.. I can’t keep quite when I’m curious! Anyway, she didn’t answer me even one of my question. She just said, to keep it sicret and not tell to anyone!

I have a friend who had been working in a bar here in our place. She has a two kids and a husband. Her husband let her wife to work as a bar girl for more than a year. Now, her wife never came home and leave her family behind. According to one of my friend, this two couple had been fighting for more than a week.

Yesterday while I was talking to one of my friend (the girl who had been telling this thing to me!!) The husband is sitting in front of the neighbor house, watching the two kids! I am sad seeing him and his two kids waiting for my friend to come, but I know it also his fault. He should get in his ass and look for work to feed his family, not just sitting in their home waiting for her wife to give him some money and spend in casino!

Note: If you don’t want to read non sense post, please feel free to leave and please bear with me if you find my bad grammar english lol!

Last Wednesday, I woke up at 3:00am in the morning to get ready for our trip in DFA Manila. Actually I woke up too early than I need too. But it’s better early than late right?

I got up and went straight to bathroom and took a shower. Afterwards, I organized my stuff, baby things, mine and I also bring biscuit for my girl in case she’ll get hungry in our way. In half of our way, the driver stopped by in a gas station and we bought food for breakfast. I was hungry though, too hungry. I tried to feed my belly while driving but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t eat while were driving. I feel sick and dizzy when I try to look down. We reached manila after two hours, but our driver need to drop our passenger mate in st. Lukes and Airport. So 7:30am or 8:00am when we reached DFA Manila. The driver drive around DFA Manila to look parking lot but we couldn’t find one. So there, driver asked me to got out and go inside of DFA while them looking parking lot and wait me in the outside. It was my first time there, and never been ever. I asked someone where to go – I am with MR. asked lol! I went to gate, and the security didn’t let me to come inside because I am wearing short. What the fuck? What the hell I am doing? I forgot they won’t letting people wearing short in that kind of places! This is not my first time, it was my second time!! Geez!!

I went back to the van, and asked someone where to buy pants. The driver dropped us in (hmmp! I forgot the name) I don’t know if liverb or liverty? Argh! Please bear with me, it was my first time to see that places and I am not focus where I am going, I am focus where I can buy pants before the DFA will close!! So anyway I didn’t find good store, just ukay ukay (second hands clothes!) I was in hurry, so I didn’t take time to choose good pants. You know what the worse thing? I bought broken pants!!! Yes, I told you I was in hurry – I bought old pants and broken pants and wear it even it’s doesn’t comportable. Too expensive pants though, even it’s broken and old. Can you imagine paying old and broken pants for 250 pesos? I won’t buy that if I am not in hurry but I have no choices but to buy it. I am wearing the pants all day, it doesn’t fit on me and it doesn’t comportable. I don’t know if does look good or not. I don’t care, all I care is I get file the papers and goes home.

After we bought pants, we get lost!!! Yes!!! we lost in DFA. We walked back and forth and back. We are looking for the front DFA, but we went to the back DFA which for applying passfort. We asked someone, and told us we should walked around the DFA. It was a hot day, I don’t know what degrees it is, but it is really hot. We walked a long walked, back and forth with my girl. I was carrying my girl in a hot day! I am glad she didn’t cry at all or complain to me but she’s looking at me with a killer eyes. I talked to her and asked her how she doing, but she’s doesn’t response. I stopped by in the store and bought some drinks – ice tea and give it to her. She was so thirsty, she’s drinking the whole time.

Anyway we walked back to front gate of DFA and I am glad they allowed me to go inside this time. But my mom and my girl didn’t let them to go inside which is I need to go alone in the inside of DFA and asked someone where to go! I told you, it was my first time in DFA Manila. So there, I asked the guard – I come inside, and went to front of lobby and asked the woman and they asked me an ID and I’ll sign some paper who’s I’m visiting too. They gave me a number and asked me to go to a Basement where the consular office is!

I reached the basement in 2 or 3minutes then guard asked me a question and asked me to sign a paper. I sign the paper and they gave me another number which I really need inside. My number is 64, I waited there for an hour and finally they call me up!!

The woman asked me, what it is mom? then I answered her that I am reg our married here in Phillipines and gave her the papers. She look at it one by one then says, “mom, you need to remember that we have different requirements here” and she shows me the some of their requirements. And also “you both have different name on Married form and negative form” I suddenly asked her, “so I couldn’t get them file?” then she said; “NO mom, you need to completed your requirements before you can file this paper!”. And I said; “Oh okay” then leave without asking her Married form papers lol!

As a mom it is normal for me to get worried about my girl. I don’t know how I could express my feelings here right now. It is just I don’t feel comportable letting my girl to go out or do anything outside. I am worried that she might get some infection or disease from people. I don’t know. Do I act over drama’s here? Sorry. Okay, let me tell you what I am worried about. Earlier I watch morning news and watch the news about 4 babies died from Tigdas at Tondo Manila. This news caught really my attention and make me so nervous and worried about my girl. Wanna know why? My girl got no vaccine, only Hepa B vaccine and that’s it! According to host news that baby or kids need to have vaccine for Tigdas so they won’t get it. I want too. I want her to have vaccine but I know my ex won’t agree with me!

What should I do? How I could keep her away from disease or any kinds of sickness? Please advices!